I am so amazed by our God, His love, His plan, and His timing daily; daily He amazes me! I fully believe that God revealed things to me on His time and His alone. He knew that I would not be able to handle this information, even just a few months ago, and He kept it from me, because He knows my heart. He also knew that once I was strong enough, had that unshakable peace that only He can provide, and trusted in His plan enough to not allow this to hinder my faith, that that is when I would be ready to handle things like this. I am not saying that getting Justin vaccinated is what caused his passing, however I believe with all my heart that it played a major role in his short little life.
With that being said. I am not questioning God on why this happened; nor am I questioning myself or my parenting as to why I didn't know this information before. I trust him! I believe in His plan, and I know that all of this has been according to it. I am not beating myself up over vaccinating Justin, or the other boys, I am just so thankful that He has allowed me to learn from this. Through this information and God's timing of when I would receive it, we will be making quite a few positive changes in our lives, that we really need to make in order for our kids to have the healthiest life possible; starting with not just "following" along with what we are told to do, as far as worldly concerns go. Meaning that I am not just going to allow my children to be injected with things that I have not first read about, learned about, and know the facts of. I will not just follow the pack and do what we are supposed to do. I will do what is in the best interest of my children, my family, and with a lot of prayers and trust in God, I know that He will guide me to make the right choices.
Not only was I not looking for answers when I stumbled across the vaccination/SIDS correlation information, I wasn't expecting them. I was, and am, at peace with what God has planned for all of us, and I believe because God knew that I would trust Him, no matter what, and because I was still, He revealed this to us at the right time. Along with not injecting our children with toxic chemicals we are also looking into things we subject them to everyday. I know that some of you are going to think I am being extreme, and that is okay; it is something we need to do for us. We needed a change of lifestyle anyway and this brought us to it. We really did need to start eating healthier, and we knew that, but never really had the motivation to get the ball rolling on it, until now. We also started looking to things we use every day such as toothpaste, cleaners, and other household items, and realized we really don't know what we are using everyday. I am not saying that every child who uses fluoride toothpaste is going to get brain damage, or get Alzhiemers later in life. I am not saying that at all, but with my grandma having dementia, I am not willing to add extra factors into it that could increase the risk. We are starting to do things, use things, that are a little more "old-fashioned" a lot of the stuff we are looking into is not just healthier, but cheaper as well, and with the economy in the state it is in, we could all go for something a little cheaper. So we will be making our own laundry soap, (this we were planning on doing anyway due to the cost benefit), we also will not use fluoride, (thankfully we were already using fluoride free water), now we are just adjusting our toothpaste. We are planning on growing a small garden so that we are eating fruits and vegetables that don't have the pesticides that are put on larger farm products. We are just taking baby steps, right now. Just to live healthier. On a more extreme matter, we have decided we will NOT vaccinate anyone in this house ever again, especially with Dtap, and with that I really do encourage all of you parents out there to do your own research on these vaccinations, and make your own educated decision on what is best for your children. I am blessed with the fact that, if need be I can homeschool my children, and also if we have more children, since I am home they aren't exposed to as many germs and viruses as they would be around children in daycare. I understand that not everyone has that option, or enjoy their job outside of the home, and that is okay too, and something that would definitely be a factor in the decision making process; but either way, please read up on some of this so that you feel good about your decision either way. Don't just follow the crowd. We took our kids in, not even thinking about it, it was just their "two month shots" "four month shots" etc. never once thinking twice about what was in those shots, or the fact that the number of shots has over tripled in the last two decades. So please, just take a little time to look into it before you take your children to get "their shots".
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
Ecclesiastes 3:11 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven
Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God's work from beginning to end.
Ecclesiastes 8:6 For there is a proper time and procedure for every matter, though a man's misery weighs heavily upon him.
Romans 11:33Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable his judgments, and his paths beyond tracing out!